February 2010
5 posts
SUFFOCATING
Beatin’ down on my soul like a blue, blue rain, Like a Bob Dylan line that won’t let go of my brain.
Lust is my problem and love’s my solution. While I figure which is which, I might drown in confusion.
This feels like a coffin instead of a bed. I think I’m just sleepin’ but I feel like I’m dead.
I’m stuck here suffocatin’ in my very own skin....
jinx. you owe me a coke zero.
I hate to type this because I’m afraid I’ll jinx it, but at the same time I’m getting to the point where I usually break down and need support to stay in the game anyway…so here goes.
I’ve lost 12.4 pounds so far!
I’ve been working on this for 6 weeks now, so it’s been a pretty steady 2 pound a week loss. That makes me happy because it’s...
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Well, I must’ve missed this during the actual game, but it gave me goosebumps like a total nerd.
forinstance:
Super Bowl ads. This year companies bought an additional three minutes of advertising space compared to last year, making this year’s ads the longest in Super Bowl history. I watched a good bit of the game and TV spots, but wasn’t all that impressed. Now’s not the time to waste...
emily dickinson
Success is counted sweetest By those who ne’er succeed. To comprehend a nectar Requires sorest need.
Not one of all the purple host Who took the flag to-day Can tell the definition, So clear, of victory!
As he, defeated, dying, On whose forbidden ear The distant strains of triumph Burst agonized and clear!
i got a feeling.
I’m not breaking out into a catchy party song. I just felt a lot today. Sometimes I like PMS or having a beer too many or staying up until I’m delirious because those things often force me into deep thought and make me feel the things I try to not feel most of the time. Not to be a Debbie Downer, but in the midst of all the wonderful things life has to offer there is also plenty to...